38 Weeks!

14 days until our baby Kael's due date!

I haven't changed much since 35 weeks. I am now only 1 1/2 cm dilated and 80% effaced! My body hasn't been doing much work these past few weeks. I have  actually been resting a lot though so it makes sense. Baby Kael just wants me to make it to my graduation on Friday! :D

Can you believe I am graduating with a bachelors degree from college in four days? I have actually been done with school for a month now... which is why I have been resting a lot more. I get bored though.... anyway, I measures 36 cm again so the doc said that I have dropped. We love being able to hear his heartbeat. Dr. Quinn always is pleased to hear his heartbeat and always mentions how great it sounds. I wonder if it is because he is so active. Every time we listen to the heartbeat, Dr. Quinn says it is "little girl" range- meaning it is faster. So it probably means that we have an excited and activebaby boy on the way.I wonder when he is going to make his grand appearance. Before, I just thought it would be his due date but as it gets closer, I wonder if he'll be earlier. I am so anxious to meet my baby! He is such a blessing in my life! I can't wait to see how much like his daddy he will be. It is so amazing to me to think that this child will be both Ammon ans I put together into one. What could be more amazing than to create the most precious thing (life) with the one you love and adore. Ammon is the love of my life and I am so excited for this new journey that will soon begin. We will never not be parents. Kael will call us his mom and dad forever. We will be a happy family forever- an eternal family.

Ammon is the most amazing man. He is my best friend. I miss him so terribly when he is not with me. I have spent a lot of time home alone. (well I guess sweet baby Kael is with me but it'll be better when he is here-here.) I count down the seconds until I can see Ammon again. I am completely in love with my husband. I always hope that I can give Kael everything he needs and more but one thing I know.. He will always have parents who truly love each other. He is very lucky to have that.

I am so filled with so much love for:

Ammon, my love

beautiful baby Kael

and

for my Heavenly Father for blessing me with both of them!